The Glimpse
of Happiness When You’re in Love
How can I forget the day when
someone gave you encouragement when you’re alone?
How can I forget when
every time I’m lonely someone makes me happy?
How can I forget when every time is a slow mo~?
Love is a full pain, sacrifices,
and insecurities that sometimes we never tend to have one. We are afraid to be
hurt; we are afraid to fall of someone who will never be yours. In the end
there is no such as “happily-ever-after” thing.
But, when we are in this “stage” we
somehow neglect the possibilities of being hurt. You are in love not because
you are ready to feel pain, hardship and disappointments but we are in love
because of its comfort and joy that brings to your life. Happiness is more fun
when it is unexpected, when there’s no plan yet it comes spontaneously and so
as love.
It’s like floating in the air,
breathing fresh air that blends with the sweet tweets of birds and feeling the
softness of clouds. When someone holds your hands or when someone appreciates
you in your deepest efforts. Sometimes you are happy when she sent a message to
you that sometimes you are like “flash” running down as if you can run through
water just to text her back. When you grab the chance even if the consequences
are difficult, there is no turning back. When her eyes are in contact through
your senses, it triggers through all your system. When she breathes, sometimes
you tend to follow and feel it! When that person changed you a lot in just like
a blink of an eye! From passive thoughts to an active actions! When you feel
hatred, she will notice as if she is a part of your nerves. When the first
thing you see in the morning and the last scene in the evening is her smiles.
When she gave sacrifices that somehow she doesn’t do to others. When you and
she made a sign, for you and her will never forget each other and still you are
holding on.
Yeah! To love is like you take
yourself, selflessly. You give your time, your attention and care but what
makes it so interesting………………… She always say “Thank You” as if there is no
tomorrow! You forget yourself, pretending not to be awake from a sweetest dream
of perfection.
Can I say that this kind of love is
like a masochism, which you are pretending to be numb from the pain in every
time you come to realize that these memories will end also unexpectedly? If
that so, if that day will come, then fine;
you let her go to where she finds her true comfort because she also
found her version of happiness, at least you saw from her “The Glimpse of Happiness when You’re in
Love”!
