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I thought I am fine again.
...............................I thought I could get over it.
...................................................I thought the feeling has gone.

                Two weeks before I started writing this article, there was this person that triggered my attention. An attention that I used to forget. An attention that I don't wanna feel again. Why is it so hard to resist this feeling, ever since I know how to control my temper, attitude, actions and mind but why can't I control my emotions. It feels like there is a volcano that wants to explode inside my heart and strike above my head.

                I envy those people who were proud to tell the world who they want to love and live. I envy those love that is worth fighting for. And, I envy that they can and I cannot.

                I am again experiencing a battle without a chance of winning. And now, This Feeling is  starting Over Again!